i got very anger with my cousin. it's been a long time, but yesterday (maybe) should be the top of the anger. i don't know why she's become like that, really annoying! argh..!! when we meet on the talk, her eyes didn't want to look at mine! i hate it so bad. what's wrong with us?! when i asked her,"what's wrong with u?", she just answered annoyingly,"I'm okay.." with her eyes look at another thing! argh..! she has been like this maybe for a week.
hey girl what's up?!
and the other 'annoying' thing that i've got is the people in my work (i guess) didn't care about me. i felt it, start from monday, when we met together for the meeting. when it's time to go home, no one suggest their self to delivered me to the dorm! oh, God, really...
then yesterday (in the same day with the cousin), when i went for the meeting in my work, and when we are talked about the transport to went home, everybody looks like didn't care with my feeling, they tried to 'help' me to get the transport, but, i think that's not the right way!
but, in the night, i've a girl-talk with Albina and Angela, i'm trying to shout out my really-bad-feeling there. and you, know, guys? Albina said that maybe God is watching on you now. oh, God... is it true??
i'm so shy! why i can't enjoy His way?! why i let my face being so dark and horrible?!
i'm so thankful too, guys, because... He's look at me, and really wanna help me to go out from my ego, from my childish, and from my negative thinking hobby LoL
so, that's the lesson of the day...
be graceful, all
P.S i'll be going to my home-sweet-home today, because tomorrow i'll be the MC in my church event.. yeay!
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